I tried to eat healthy yesterday. I don't really know why, some manner of weird compulsion. I'm sad because it seems my workplace is going through a real hard time and I am being prevented from participating in work for a few more weeks.
It is looking really grim;
I wanted something good in my life and eating correctly seemed a good thing. I don't know if it really helped, but I feel unbelievably hungry right now.
It feels too early to eat still; ah well.
I had no dreams I could remember last night. It has been so long since I've recalled anything after sleep.
Existing and moving through this life, trying to embody what is right for us...
What am I here for? I am uncertain most times. It makes it really hard to have plans and be authentic when I feel so changeable.
I find solace in very little, as if constantly annoyed or bothered, constant frustrations can be viewed as opportunities only so many times before the lesson looses its gravitas.
I trust that eventually an ultimate reason comes forward and the benefit of reflection can assist me more.
I think it's worth waiting for spring. I feel the same way. Today's dream is that I took something from the store and I was able to leave without paying, I came back and remembered. The most important thing is that your body has a plan to eat healthily, health is very important when it comes to remembering dreams or success at work. As I mentioned, I'm at a similar stage in my life - I got a little angry to my superior.In winter, I like to go out into the snow with my bare feet and listen to Club27 on a day like today. You will definitely make some good changes in your life during this time and when the warm days come back it will be much easier, I wish you that!