I have this compulsion to do what I have always done. Return to the workplace that has poison for air and the toil is bordering on vain.
At this peak I've an opportunity to really take control of things and I am going to do it. I know I will need to keep working at the plant, but maybe a different role...
Details. For now, I'm off. Even saying that feels like a lie. Off of what? What are we even supposed to be doing? I have work. I have a job, expectations, obligations. Just not right now?
It borders on preposterous, the situation seems so bizarre.
I enter into this conflict with an open heart and I know its going to lead me in the right direction.