Under training...
It has taken me this long to understand what is going on.
I have bean expoused to "dangers" because I am so afraid of everything..
Every night I have awoken me from the dream and missed the point everytime...but this night I was able to keep me more compoused and could see what all was for...every danger I was expoused to I closed my eyes and missed the point...but not this night and I could see through...I loosed my focus everytime I was scared and closed my eyes and awoke myself from the dream...last night I could keep me focused and not loose my consiousness and did understand that all was just a training for me comming out of my schell...Thank you who ever it was training me for my own best and for my higher good.