I am back again
I found myself in a this past year and a half. My beliefs that I held so dear to my heart since before I can even remember were called into question. By no one in particular but myself. It’s something I have been working through. Then last night after another sleepless night I was laying in bed, weaving in and out of sleep. And it happened. I had given up. Thought I was crazy for believing. I had the clearest AP I have ever had. I was inside a giant rock that had pathways and floating other rocks everything was tan but colorful. Someone was talking to me telling me something but I couldn’t make it out. I was stuck upside down but I was not scared and I could feel the presence of someone i couldn’t see. I was filled with sexual energy (???). And I was able to hold on to it every time I felt myself falling back to my body. It was amazing tho during part of it I couldn’t see very well. Today even though I couldn’t sleep last night I feel well rested and my mental health is better than ever. I feel renewed.
During my exit I got discombobulated because I was laying on my stomach. As I felt the exit I thought I could lean up so it’s like I fell out of the top of my head and was tumbling for a while.