IA's Dream Diary

In last night dream I have healed my bf who had cancer (in reality he died) but in the dream he recoverd and I got a message as a rebus as a tatoo..left hand inbetween thumb and pointingfinger...it had a lizard and letter J and something more....my bf asked what does it mean..I said...I do not yet know...I have to solve it...then he said...he have bean summoned to talk about to open a new firm ...as a watchman