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Hello forum community, hello Mr. Bruce,

since 2021 I had on and off experiences with depersonalisation and derealization (DP/DR). After making an orgone pyramid with resin and crystals and applying it to my body my reality changed. I slipped into something I call the "weird reality". Although I disposed of any piece of orgonite and gem stone and crystal for the next 2 years I sliped around every two weeks into this weird reality which is marked by the following features:

1. When walking I would not perceive my threats as strongly. It was like walking on clouds.

2. I would feel like in a dream and brain foggy.

3. Emotional numbness. Inability to feel fear, joy, etc.

4. Actions were more mechanical and with less awareness behind them.

5. I would perceive way more people in a given location at a given time in my little town and elsewhere than would be normal.

6. I would encounter people several times a weak including people I don't like who I normaly encounter extremely rarely like once a year.

7. People would act neg infested like picking up arguments with each other, behaving possessed, turning their heads towards me and shouting some nonsense or honking with the signal horn exactly when passing me by. Also some would suddenly have a engine breakdown or bursting tire exactly when passing me by.

8. Seeing weird things like for example three buses in a row one behind the other.

For the past 3 weeks I have been under psychic attack by a person from my work place and have noticed that when ever I am more depersonalized the intrusion into my mind is much stronger. In the Practival Psychic Self-Defense Handbook it is called "personality replacement".

I would like to know how to deal and prevent personality replacement and would be thankful for any tipps. I would be greatful if Robert Bruce could also personally respond to this question. Thank you very much.

Best regards

Robert D.