Beginnings

It has been a good morning; I expected there to be more carry over from yesterday, but I've really felt quite good. With the vitamins and the rest, my crystals; It has all been just fantastic. I feel very confident right now.

It is in my interest to feel better about things. Maintaining a negative outlook is not going to assist. A negative outlook is an expectation, which will cause suffering even when you get what you want! It is hilarious to me that so often we can get just what were we're hoping for, and yet still feel bad about it. In a nutshell, this is the reason. We are so pessimistic and cynical that while getting a good result, our ego becomes 'wrong' which in turn makes us feel bad for not living up to our expectations of failure.

Should we fail we reaffirm our own…

This morning I spent some time with my dad and we chatted about various things. I just had my breakfast and found a foothold of conversation with some pamphlets which he had on the table. We talked for a time about managed forests and also politics. It was nice to chat with him since normally he is a big quiet about things unless he is telling a story or a plan to someone.

I was up early enough to watch the sun rise. As always, it was nice. I enjoyed watching it and feel better for it. If one day it doesn’t rise, I hope to see that too.

I've got an appointment today with a doctor of mine, I hope to organize a return to work. I have been having such a hard time getting paperwork filed from my doctor that I just cannot wait anymore. Getting…

Ciao my name is Gianni, I’ve been practicing astral projection for quite a bit now, and I feel like I’m not progressing as fast as I should be. I get to the exit and feel like I’m supposed to be feeling it but the vibrations come and then go, I would like some more advice on the exit if you guys would.

I awoke at 3:33 today and sat at the edge of my bed in contemplation. It wasn't long before I was meditating and my mind began to recall my dreams in a bid to distract myself. I succumb and I remembered my dreams more thoroughly that usual. My main takeaway was modelling.

If you aren't familiar with the concept then strap in, because I have a lot to say about it. It involves choosing people to model and behave like in circumstances with are similar to your own, to get the result which they got, sometimes without as much pain and suffering.

My dream was multifaceted this night, so forgive me if I relay things out of order. At one instance I was a marine, training in exercises with my fellow marines. I witnessed one being shot in the foot by a training weapon. It still hurt him…